I've been gone from blogging almost too long... I've been "gone" from lots of things... From things that bless me with connection... and inspiration... and friendship...
I've been gone from my blog friends...
Gone from my knitting friends...
Gone from my golf friends...
I like our new church... but, it is still new.
Without the connections to people who inspire us and encourage us, life begins to feel very. dried. up.
Even when it is injected with these
precious ones in
magical moments...
Moments are wonderful...
Moments can sustain us for awhile... but, they are not the day-in to day-out living of life...
I'll not lie that I'm not still sad, in a deep, dark-little-corner-that-cannot-be-rooted-out piece of my heart, that all of our family isn't in a place to share the mundane as well as the magical.
But, it is in the mundane day-to-day that we
must. find. our. joy.
In the day in and day out living of life, I need people to feel connected to... to share with...
Otherwise, I feel alone... and, to borrow a phrase from Jewel, like I am standing in deep water and bailing myself out with a straw...
Life has been dishing out a LOT of deep water. That deep water has sucked up my time and, even more, my energy... my joy. It has brought on isolation from my friends and connections. There is still work ahead. However, I have recognized that I
have to take time to feed my soul with friendships that I
miss... and
need...
Right now my inboxes hold 2665 e-mails... most of those are junk, but I have rooted out such
amazing treasures this morning. If for a minute you think that your life cannot really be
touched or that
friendships cannot be developed with people you have never met... you would be dead wrong. To those of you who
took the time to write... who gave me the
sweet, sweet, sweet gift of concern, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I am blessed beyond measure. B.e.y.o.n.d. measure. Know that I have wondered and cared about your days too... and I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel and time is nearing that I can visit again.
Since the my last post, we have readied and leased four units of The Old Girls with one left to go. LOTS of cleaning, painting and a couple of bathroom remodels in the mix. That is an unusually high turnover for us in this time frame... Some were brought on my "inviting" the tenants to move on... Another because the tenant lost their job and had to move home.... A couple that would have been normal. At any rate, it has been brutally busy. Without the help of these two... in particular, Zack, I would have truly been overwhelmed. I am so grateful for his helping hands and loving heart. Little Miss B adds a dose of sunshine when she works with us. ;) God has blessed me indeed.
Hardly a day has passed in this frenzy that I have not told Zack: God always gives us enough. Enough time. Enough energy. Enough resources. Sometimes it doesn't feel like it, but it. is. enough.
"Each of us does, in effect, strike a series of deals or compromises between the wants and longings of the inner self, and an outer environment that offers certain possibilities and sets certain limitations." ~ Maggie Scarf
"As I grow older, part of my emotional survival plan must be to actively seek inspiration instead of passively waiting for it to find me." ~ Bebe Moore Campbell
May you seek and find inspiration today...
blessings ~ tanna